Feminization of men

If you have ever read about or saw on Utube cuckolding , Fem Dom or feminization  of men(usually force Fem) is one way they sometimes explain  it. What is interesting to me is whether you read about these on a website or view some of the Utube videos, never never do you see a  "I am Mr Thomson now Tabatha I want to tell you the joys of becoming wife's sissy".  HEY it is so cool and so wonderful, so uplifting to service my Hot Wife's lovers. Now there are Utube  videos about detransitioning  and how they wish the had not done this. I cant but think those unfortunate Tabatha formerly Mr Thompson were not really forced by a narcissist mate into becoming Tabatha. This change would only add to the humiliation, titillation, And emotional breaking of the cuck(hot wife's husband) WHY IS THERE NONE OF THESE STORIES OR VIDEOS?

Wonder If God loves me Wonder if Jesus loves me. My mother and father never did love me. I am 63 most of those things I wanted My parents said you don't need that. I cant even get my Bluetooth to play on the Itunes on my computer. I want my chosen music to listen to while I sleep. IS THIS WANT NARCISSISTIC? Is it against God or Jesus rules? Do I even deserve anything? I keep asking God to kill me. How could they love me they allowed me to be born alive to my parents? Somewhere in this cold dark dungeon of alone I hope God can love me I hope Jesus did die for me. My children don't speak to me so I must be as evil as Satin. Satin failed to, I have failed at most things I have attempted. Hashem(god) Elhom(Jesus) show me the mercy of death or reach into this pain, emptiness, abuse, & not being "NORMAL" HELP ME.

dead tired

PLEASE SHOOT ME, HANG ME, TIE ME TO A WILD HORSE AND TURN IT LOOS WITH AN slap on the ass SHOCK TO ITS ASS, or find a doctor that can stop my cryonic fatigue. I was diagnosed with sleep Apthena by the VA shortly after Moses brought the 10 commandments down. They got me a CPAP "I keep telling doctors I CAN'T BREATH FEELS LIKE CHOCKING ME" no new CPAP adjustment since god said let there be light! I am not able to get nothing done. But I get up sleepy at 0900 I go to bed around 10 pm. Right now I could use a nap. I am unable to get any increase in thyroid medication " THEY SAY I AM IN NORMAL RANGES" anyone know of a firing squad needing practice, I volunteer

human interaction

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lonerancher

1 point·just now

How does a human on Reddit meat another human? There is no personal information allowed to be shared. Might as well be in a test tube looking an another human in a test tube. In the Reddit laboratory fear of human contact such as emailing or pen pals(pen pals were my generation's idea). This will probably get me kicked out of the Reddit laboratory of human sterilization and fear of contact. I to am alone at 63 well your young ones have long lives of alone BECAUSE of technology stopping human interaction.

My sin

My one concern about Jesus & God is this. Whenever Jesus spoke to some sinner or some human interested in Jesus and salvation like Zaccheaus. Zacchaeus said I will give half of my possessions to the poor. If I have cheated anyone out of anything. I will pay back four times the amount. Now the Widow put a mite it says in the collection plate. Jesus said she had given more than the rich.

Why did not Jesus help this poor woman with nothing, BUT ate with Zaccheaus. Except for Larsus who had dogs licking his wounds. My memory, at 63 be 64 in February, does not remember a whole bunch of poor people being mentioned as going to heaven. Now for me Jesse lee Green I have hurt people, I owe people money that I can’t payback.

All I can do is say I am sorry: Sarah Okler said “Would sorry help, does it ever it is one word against a thousand actions” I agree a with her. From Zaccheaus and Jesus conversation, I gather that Jesus thinks “I AM SORRY” does not cut much mustard. I believe Jesus blood can cover any and all wrong a human does. PERIOD not getting into baptism or trust in Jesus or pray this prayer and you are saved. Pardon me if I think Jesus blood is my key into heaven. The other thing Baptism I have done.

My concern is DO I HAVE ENOUGH ACTIONS showing I am sorry and change and repentance, which also Jesus said is needed. I have a different look on that subject, I was abused growing up I have read lots of Psychology saw some counselors then read human life stories BUT from my pain and how it affects me TODAY I know some events cast long shadows over a human life. It affects behavior thinking and actions AND how a human deals with fellow humans.

I AM concerned about those I have harmed, concerned about my eternity at least in this writing! HOW WHERE WHAT can I do to show those I have harmed AND most importantly God & Jesus that I am sorry. But most of all like Zaccheas some kind of restitution. See my life has taught me when a parent does something to a child that child will do similar to its children and other humans. Wrong though it be those people I talk with Psychologist say IT IS NOT YOUR FAULT IT IS ALL YOU KNOW, up until you know better.

These people Psychologist say for some of your life you don’t question because it is how you were raised , usually until about 30 he said. Then you have been interacting with other humans and have found out that there are other ways. I for instance did not question my mother’s sending me a detailed list of what she spent on me every year from about 30 or so UNTIL I knew better( not all mothers do this). When I was hurt and mad enough I started asking friends if they did this to their children or if it was done to them, their answers opened my eyes!

Microsoft and the ilk

Computers "MICROSOFT" Human can have I phone & iTunes on Microsoft! but try to download a CD to I TUNES windows media player comes up & is your download & it starts playing too. Regulate these people PLEASE! If they want it this way then be up front about it. Example: Warning can not buy windows OS and attempt to use I phone or iTunes or any other open market product like Liebre Office!
Were this done in other venues Automobiles for instance Human can buy a Ford but can not install any tire but Ford tires and other Ford aftermarket products! There was a time in USA history this was done and the ANTITRUST LAWS WERE PASSED to keep a company from controlling the entire oil industry as Standard Oil John D Rockefeller. He was getting it done to as were others!
Please explain to his Texas man what is the difference between Apple, Microsoft, Facebook, Amazon and others. AT&T were broken up because there was a time AT&T was the only game in town. Alltell in the east Southwestern Bell, Pacific Bell were subsidiaries(owned by AT&T). Children if this had not happened by law there would be no Verizon and maybe no Cell phones at all! There was a time that if you wanted to ship something because of ICC two choices major trucking company or US Post office. Your Amazon package or Primos hunting product were mailed at Post Office Rates or shipped by Merchant trucking lines! total control of price and control of venue. Companies like LL Bean, Sears and Montgomery Ward were hostage to the shipping rates. There would be no independent trucking companies like Covenant and many other smaller But ICC was controlled or broken up for Commerce.

Choice And censorship

Microsoft you can install I tunes BUT WINDOWS MEDIA PLAYER will still be there to sabotage I tunes. Human things I tunes is paying NO windows media player is bleeding into I tunes so two things playing at once through the speaker Damn Bill Gates. Big Tech like Apple or Microsoft program into their products so Human must buy one or the other but cant mix. AUTOMAKERS CAN'T DO THIS BY LAW, so human can buy a Chevrolet and install any battery human chooses or sound system. NOT SO WITH I PHONE on a Microsoft OS. THE PROSTITUTES(congress) will not for fear of these computer tech giants do any legal controls! Censorship and choice are never more.

HUMANITY

HOW does a human contact another human for conversation getting to know ect. Was told on Reddit that giving personal information like email is a NO NO. WHAT FEAR THE COMPUTER HUMANS HAVE OF ANOTHER HUMAN. this world is already in the crapper now computers creating walls from human contact. What does a dating age human or a child bearing age human do NOW. Www.find a mate .com or www.find a breeder.com or will there be breeding stations run by Amazon Facebook Google? there will not be any humans worth being human if there is no contact sharing learning AND YES ARGUMENTS to.

control

we need the government to regulate all of these tech giants. The license them. Th wright THE COMMUNITY STANDARDS they must adhere to or fine the hell out of them. So many fines so many violations bye no more Facebook,Google or whatever the tech giant is