Sunday, July 31, 2011

dating


07/31/11 Dating
There are many many sights on the Internet advertizing free dating. From these words one would think that if one were to sigh up he or she would be able to contact members or the sex one wished for hook up. Some of these souls probably are lonely and seeking relief. There is one sight that I after reading a article in this months “Penthouse” about women that are in wheel chairs which I have for some time have been interested in,contacted this sight and once again found that I must UPGRADE(pay money) to contact these people. Now they have Gold members but even these members cant be contacted by not UPGRADED people. I guess most of the internet is the largest rip off of money in the world and will never be regulated.

Friday, July 29, 2011

Jesus Hair


07/29/11Jesus Hair
I Google Scissors and they were invented in the BC which is Before Christ the Romans had perfected the pivot scissors like the ones we use by 100 A.D. In all of the portrayals of Jesus he is pictured with shoulder length hair,why no barbers,no scissors why. I was a child in the 60 when Long hair was a rebellion most men had there hair cut short military style. I am 56 and my hair is collar length for the first time in my life just like Jesus is pictured. I just wondered why we have the pictures of Jesus with long hair shoulder length and yet in the 1960's it was considered “Hippie” rebellion. Is Jesus the leader of the biggest rebellion in the history of man? He after came into this world a simple Jew and died a simple Jew.

Monday, July 18, 2011

the game

07/18/11 Game
It must be a big game with the large players laughing at the small players. For instance the pro second amendment people like the National Rifle Association and say Brady's Handgun control anti gun people,a perfect commercial for gun freedom could be made from the movie “Commando” that would bury Brady. But do they do this no they send out letters both groups do and tell you how the law needs to be changed in Brady's case. In the movie “Commando” the bad guys are attacking and the hero must go get his gun from his storage room by the time he gets back his daughter is kidnapped, television commercial Gun control where is the gun when you need it locked up away from you but not them they brought theirs so do criminals,don't take our guns away.
Not very long ago they captured the new F.B.I most wanted man Whitey Boliger in California the state second in gun control laws he had 60 firearms in his apartment. Once again the N.R.A. Buys a advertizement say the super bowl shows the news caster telling of the guns in his apt then say “Gun control laws keep guns out of honest law abiding citizens hands not Whitey's” slam dunk all congressmen like Charley Wrangle go hide they are defeated.
Instead they keep asking for money to battle the other side and people donate. The head guy at these organizations drive limos and eat stake supported by this endless battle .It is not just gun laws the Human society does it ,all sorts of causes .

why should god let me live

07/18/11
Well life just pooped in my cornflakes . I had a subarachnoid hemorrhage passed out ran a stop sign crashed. My pickup was towed I tried to get my mother and my female friend to take me to the yard where it was towed to but was last in line as usual.When I did get there I owed $250.00 in storage my truck sold for $700.00 minus the storage plus $170.00 to pay for my traffic ticket left me 280.00.This is so typical of my life always on the ass end.I was born with Bipolar&Adult Attention Deficit Disorder so I have a messed up brain to begin with.I really do not care if I live another minute. My mother who counts every dime she spends on me would be telling me of every penny of her $250.00 so would my father but when it comes to me the oldest child screw him. My brother was the apple of there eye they took him to Colorado to the American Jourinor Rodeo Association finals and left me in Texas to take care of the ranch that my father was the foreman of. They paid for me a deer hunt and packed me off with some preacher I did not know with a bunch of strange men to Mason Texas.I ask God to kill me every time I pray because I see no use in my living.I am a senior in college did not finish,failed at the United States Marine Corps,5 failed marriages,and contact with only one son,my 3 daughters do not recognize me.Mind you I thing there is a great brain here and I have felt that there was something great I should do but it seems the great thing is great failure.Why should god let me live??